Day 2 wrapping up right now and moving into day 3 - however I have only had ONE 1,900 calorie very healthy refeed meal (homemade hefty Cobb salad & bone broth) since Tuesday, January 10th - so going really well!
It’s 11:30pm and I’m definitely feeling some hunger right now, my brain keeps wanting to go to the fridge and eat a little bun (little baby’s buns - I don’t even eat bread), or carrots with hummus, or a piece of cheese, all very minor insignificant stuff but the issue is - if I give in to this impulse, then my “neuroplasticity” is going to be affected because my brain will be wired to stack certain bad habits together and have my “neurons fire together in a specific sequence” - like the example of a tennis player who keeps practicing a wrong serve and the more he does it wrong, the more his body gets used to performing the bad serve which makes it harder to break… or a pianist who keeps playing the same sequence of wrong notes by mistake which then leads his fingers to start getting used to that sequence of wrong notes due to repetition.
Same as fasting, if I am having these thoughts, and I give in - it’s bad news bear! This is the mental fight that starts to get difficult while fasting - which not EVERYONE is strong enough to fight through this “animal brain!”
For example, if the pattern is: impulsive thought + giving in & eating - once we allow that combo to enter through and be actualized and penetrate through the fasting gateways and the “NO barrier” aka self-discipline) then it’s GAME OVER for self-discipline. It’s not about the little piece of cheese “ruining our progress”, the little piece itself won’t do much damage - it’s the fact that it will just ruin our focus and break that “NO muscle” & self-discipline that we have going. That’s why I always say to grit your teeth and make it through, and not to give in, once your animal brain knows you’re weak and you will cave it will always throw tantrums to try to get its way! Let’s push through, keep remembering our WHY, and kick some butt!
Logged it in my journal - figured it would be a fun copy paste to paste here too for anyone fighting themselves right now!