I have had the toughest time these past few days. My cousin committed suicide and it broke me to pieces. He was like brother to me and no one had suspected he was going through shit until it was too late.
If you have your loved ones, remember to always reach out and remind them you love them.
Anyway, I have been having the most difficult time and have been using food for comfort. But i know the comfort I get from emotional eating does not last, and what follows are regrets.
So am trying again to fast. I think i am the only person who has failed this much in fasting or weight loss in general. Anyway, the good thing is I haven’t lost hope at all.
I don’t have a goal, just want to fast for as long as I can, rinse, and repeat.
I have gained so much weight from constantly eating.
Starting Weight: 280.6 lbs