Welcome to my daily journal…thank you in advance for sharing this experience with me!!!
Right now I’m about 15 hours into my fast.
MY WHY
Simply put…I need to increase my “will power” so I can improve my overall health. I easily give in to anything I want, which, unfortunately, is usually food. Quarantine has forced some will power in me…for example, before quarantine, I was completely addicted to a popular coffee chain. I would hop in my car and go there every day, sometimes multiple times on the same day to get lattes. But luckily since being in quarantine, I could not indulge and haven’t been to the coffee chain in quite some time. For this reason, I feel this is a great time to do an extended fast as I have broken this huge addiction and therefore it will be less likely to hinder me this time around.
MY LONG TERM GOALS
My long term goal is to change my relationship with food…again, where before I would eat whatever, whenever, I want to be able to pass on unhealthy choices such as sugary coffee. I am already vegan, but I still eat unhealthily. Therefore, my blood sugar is borderline high, my blood pressure is borderline high, my cholesterol is very high and of course, my BMI is very high ( weight is 212 right now, making me obese for my height of 5’4 ). Another long term goal is to cease all medications I take…I’m too young in my opinion to be on life long medications. I want to get to the point where I use food to heal myself instead of pharmaceuticals.
SHORT TERM GOALS
My short term goals are to reverse the above referenced negative health trends.
Lower my risk for diabetes
Lower my blood pressure to a normal range
Lower my bad cholesterol to a normal range
Lower my BMI to a healthier range (I say healthier range because I don’t see myself getting to the recommended healthy weight of 107-135 lbs., instead, I’ll aim to get out of the obese category and into the overweight category 145-169 lbs. (I prefer to be around 175 lbs.).
MY STRUGGLES
One major struggle I face is my depression and anxiety, which I have connected to the food choices I make. I know without a doubt that if I ate better and got better nutrients in my body, my mind’s health would be much better. I would be less likely to have a negative outlook on things that only depress me and make me anxious. I’m hoping medications do not hinder me on my fast, as these medications can often make people gain weight. I am however going to think positive and proceed like all will be well after this fast.
MY GAME PLAN
I would love to do a thirty-day water fast, but my game plan is to take it slow and make it to 3 days, then 7 days, then 14 days, then 21 days, then finally 30 days. I’ll then transition back into a healthier vegan lifestyle.
HOW I FEEL NOW
Right now I’m excited. I want this so much for myself…I deserve it… I’ve been through quite a lot in my short time on this earth and I really don’t want to shorten my life by my unhealthy lifestyle.
HOW I WILL FEEL WHEN I ACHIEVE MY GOAL
I will feel SO accomplished, I’ll feel like a new person who will be able to easily say no to unhealthy food choices, and who can use food to heal and nurture myself.
DAILY POSITIVE AFFIRMATION
Sis…you got this! You are a strong beautiful woman with all the will power you could ever dream! You can say no to that unhealthy food, saying no will likely save your life!