Hi, my name is Isabella, 24 years old.
height: 163cm
weight: 69.1kg (July 3rd)
Goal weight: 50kg(in general, not just for this fast, however it’d be great if I got there)
I’m starting the fast today(July 7th), and the goal is 30 days, but I will listen to my body, and if I need to end it earlier, I will.
I know I should weigh myself today, but I’m not feeling good about myself, and I feel bloated from eating pizza the night before and was honestly scared to weight.
I did a lot of water fasts before, and the longest was 20 days… I maintained the weight for about 3 months with OMAD and 20:4, however, I gained around 5-6kgs in the last month… I have a history of binge eating and eating with even when I’m not hungry.
My life this year has been crazy with the covid-19 and all… Most of my family has been infected(Sister, her boyfriend, mother, and myself). We all live in the same house, and thankfully we’re all okay. However, my sister and I were taking care of my grandma that was sick, and we believe that because of that she was also infected and passed away last week… because of all that I started binge eating again, and started feeling depressed again because I’m not confident about my body anymore.
That’s why I decided to start water fasting again, so I can hopefully change my relationship with food, lose weight, and feel confident in myself again.
I will update every morning after a completed day.