March 11:
Just finished viewing @Yasemin 's “I failed” video. GOOD FOR YOU, Yaz!
It’s really important to listen to our body and even emotions to learn to work better rather than fighting ourselves all the time.
So I had intended to really have some down time this weekend and it didn’t happen. Consequently I was not in a good place to uphold the fast. It sputtered and spit a few times, then fell apart. During that time, I noted I had trouble stopping eating when I was full even though I ate keto – no chocolate, no sugar, no grains. (Side note: I’m trying eating salted nuts when I want chocolate, and it’s helping a lot.)
So I recognized that although I have stayed on my 75Hard (and no chocolate), it was difficult to complete the additional tasks I also wanted to do daily.
What I did was allow myself to sleep in two mornings-- so exhausted-- and I stayed keto and focused on doing the minimum of 75Hard and rested and read. I made sure to take all my supplements, including all those for energy, and had plenty of fat, protein, salt, and liquid. I even went to bed early.
Today I woke at my usual time (early), feeling in a better mood with a bit more energy and made cappuccino with extra fat. Then I worked on my morning routine & workout and started crossing some things off my to-do list. Then I decided to eat a high fat, protein dinner, finished with a handful of nuts, and it’s early yet.
I will take each day as it comes and see how I feel. This is not about me failing, but about me listening. I know what I can make myself do-- I stuck to my 75Hard because I didn’t want to break it and have to start over-- but I need to treat my whole being with kindness right now. I’m only in a “race” with myself. As I do so, I will be in a better position to commit to a fast longer than 24 hours and succeed.