So⦠today I had a slow and thirsty morning. I was going to measure my weight, even changed a battery yesterday (!) But. I have a rule that you must go use the restroom, do not drink anything, undress ⦠and then go on the scale. Otherwise it will be wrong⦠donāt judge me, we all have some crazy ideas about this or that⦠so, I woke up in horror. Because I had a dream that I ate a cake. I donāt know why cake, keeping in mind that I hadnāt had any cake since 2008⦠I donāt even crave cake, it is not on the list of desired food at all, but anyhow⦠so I dream that I am at some fancy party, someone offers me a piece of cake, I mindlessly take a spoonful and put it in my mouth and immediately in my dream I remembered that I was fasting. But the cake is already swallowed 


I wake up in horror, then realized that it was a dream⦠and I was so thirsty so I grabbed water from my nightstand and started drinking like there was no tomorrowā¦
And then remembered that I was going to weigh myself and even changed batteries.
Honestly, weight is not important to me personally at all. Like, what difference does it make?
But. I must keep records of physical parameters⦠I will start tomorrow. I will measure weight, blood pressure, pulse, and record blood sugar and will try to do it daily, I guess it may help someone to see dynamic?
So⦠slow morning. Long bath, over 1.5 hours. With salt. But at the end of the day I was fast and efficient and full of energy.
Right now, though, I have a pain on my left side. Bad. Under the ribs on the side upfront and in the backā¦
I will wait it outā¦
BTW. Despite my dream, there isnāt anything I crave ⦠I was food shopping today⦠and looked at food like you look at clothes⦠or shoes⦠I cook too. And not even once I was tempted to try food. I guess at some point food becomes a foreign concept.
So. 12 am here. I will do some laundry. Wash dishes. Clean up kitchen and go to sleep.
TTYL everyone