Yes. Some self sabotage.
I reworked things and if I can be a good girl this time I’ll actually have a few refeed days and into my planned birthday week I go.
I have company coming throughout that weekend and either way need to have things in order so I can actually get to work.
Getting the big stuff done this weekend while I have the extra energy and then starting a little jobs list that will be easier to navigate once I get stuff in order.
I cracked the first bottle of water this morning but haven’t even finished that yet. My hands have been too busy.