My name is Summer and I need a complete change in my life without always having to make excuses for what happened when it’s a fail. I will be honest and say I came close to doing a mobile order for a coffee cake because I had an free beverage voucher to use that expired today. There was a voice that wanted me to order but I couldn’t. I just redeemed the free beverage and had my daughter to pick it up and told her she could have it. I’m so proud of myself for not giving in and feeling bad afterwards. know it’ll be a bit rough in the beginning but I’m not wanting or planning to stop. There’s another person inside who’s been waiting to get out that fits the personality I have. Sorry for this long journal lol 
Summer’s daily new life journal 💧
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Summer, thanks for sharing your feelings. How are you doing on your fast? How long are you going for? I’m just on day 3 of my 21 day fast. So far so good, minus not sleeping. I definitely resonate with how you feel… I’ve just come to terms with the fact that I’ve been in a vicious cycle of self sabotage (not just with my diet, but other personal aspirations as well) where I have refused to let myself be successful at what I set out to accomplishing. I’ve let some outside things influence the way I think about myself so much that I have stopped believing in myself.
I don’t know if you are still on your fast, but what I have decided for my fast, is that I am doing 21 days. If I fall off the wagon for any reason, I am going to dust myself off, get right back on the wagon, and finish my journey strong. I will finish my 21 days. I may be a little bumped, bruised, or scraped up at the end, but I am crossing the finish line no matter what! If you are doing a longer fast, I hope you will adopt a similar mantra and do this with me!
You are strong, you are capable. You are not alone, and you have a whole community and myself here to support you! You can do this!
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Good job Summer!!! <3 Keep it up, how’s today going?