Hi I’m Nola,
I have been struggling with my weight for the past three years after giving birth to my youngest daughter. I am 5’4 and it pains me to say but I am 200.9 pounds as of this morning. Prior to my pregnancy, I was an OK weight, of 160 pounds.
I naturally have an athletic build and have only had an issue with my weight when I was put on a steroid medication but was able to lose that weight once I stopped taking the medication.
After having my daughter, I went through a series of issues including a failing relationship and friendship, a toxic workplace, and a lack of self-esteem. I let myself go and resorted to using food as a crutch. I developed a pattern of emotional and binge eating.
I am the highest weight I’ve ever been. I’ve tried keto and had great results with that but it wasn’t sustainable since I do not consume a lot of meat. I’ve also tried intermittent fasting and OMAD but did not stay on track and binged during my feeding periods.
Why
I am doing this because I want to improve my health, I am depressed, and I hate the way I look. I wear leggings and graphic t-shirts every day. I dread going to stores or any public setting because I am in fear someone from my past will see me.
I want to bring my daughter to the park (once we are off of quarantine) without getting out of breath chasing after her and being paranoid that someone will see me.
I want to take a family portrait.
I want to improve my self-esteem.
I want to be a good example for my children.
I want to meet new people and hang out with them.
I want to go to the mall and enjoy shopping for clothes.
I want to reap the mental clarity benefits of a prolonged water fast.
I want to live a long, healthy, life and not be a burden on my children.
I want to break my addiction to food and stop using food as comfort and entertainment.
I want to relieve myself of the back and knee pain caused by the extra weight I’m carrying.
Long Term and Short Term Goals:
Long term goal: Reach my ultimate goal weight of 140-145 pounds
Short term goal: Reach 160 pounds
What are some struggles you face or you have faced in the past
I tried Keto and had good results but was not able to sustain it because I don’t eat a lot of meat and it got boring.
I attempted a 3-day water fast a few days ago but started during the week. I broke it because I became so irritable at work I had to do something before my irritability affected my job.
I’ve tried OMAD and intermittent fasting but my addiction to food destroyed my progress.
What is your game plan?
Complete this 7 day fast to jump-start my weight loss, reset my hunger queues, and improve my relationship with food.
Once this 7 day fast is complete, proceed with a consistent 36-48 hour fast then refeed routine until I reach my goal weight of 140-145 pounds.
Once I reach my goal weight, I plan to maintain my weight by intermitting fasting on the 16:8 schedule.
How do I feel right now?
I feel optimistic! Ok, ok and a little worried about days 3 & 4 of this water fast when the hunger and irritability kicks in.
How will I feel once I achieve my goal?
I will be so proud of myself and motivated to accomplish any goal I set for myself.
I will feel confident and beautiful.
Daily Affirmation
My desire to change is stronger than my desire to stay the same. I will reach my goal of 140-145 pounds by 9/14/2020 (4 months from today).