Nina's Daily Journal

Intro
Hi I am Nina and I struggled with binge/stress eating my whole life. I have never been “obese” based on my BMI numbers, but there were times when I was very close to crossing the borderline between the “norm” and “overweight.” I am originally from Ukraine and came to the U.S. when I was 20. I didn’t have any family of friends in the U.S., so I had to support myself and work full time through college and then law school. I didn’t really have time, or at least I wasn’t thinking I did, to pay attention to my diet until my final year in law school, when I was diagnosed with a serious medical condition. Luckily, my doctor caught it at an early stage, and I didn’t have to go through the whole ordeal of treatment and therapy. That’s when I started to think of my food choices in a broader way, and not only based on its caloric intake as I used to do before.

Why
I am doing this because I want to be healthy and also to overcome my tendency to binge eating, which I feel became really hard to control during the pandemic.

Long Term and Short Term Goals:
Long term goals to take control of my eating habits and to get rid of 10lb I put on during the pandemic. I also want to go back to plant-based eating + intermittent fasting.
Short term goals right now are to get to 115lb (I am currently 122lb and my normal weight is 110-112lb).
What are some struggles you face or you have faced in the past
Because of my current weight gain, I am trying to avoid any social interactions. I feel really uncomfortable, unhealthy and depressed.

What is your game plan?
I did Paleo intermittent fasting but then switched to intermittent fasting + Keto plant-based version. My game plan is to start another extended water fast with our March 5 challenge for 14 days, then do a small re-feed and go back to intermittent fasting Keto plant-based and stick to it as a lifestyle.

How do I feel right now?
I feel pretty excited and ready for the March 5th group challenge!

How will I feel once I achieve my goal?
I think I will feel incredibly happy to lose this extra weight and to learn that I have more power and control over my urges.

Daily Affirmation
My body is ready to rest and repair. I am grateful for the ability to tune into my body and any emotions coming up. Great things never came form comfort zones.

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Welcome! Glad you are here! There are a lot of supportive people here so check in often. :+1:

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Thanks Esbyrose! :blush::sparkling_heart: I am so glad I found this forum. I feel so much support already))).

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Daily Positive Affirmation: my mind is unbreakable; my will is beyond reach; nothing can prevent me from completing my fast :muscle:t2::muscle:t2::muscle:t2::sparkling_heart::sparkling_heart::sparkling_heart::blush::blush::blush:.

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Day 3. Daily Positive Affirmation: I can handle whatever setback I encounter while fasting. As I fast, I am getting healthier every day. I can overcome all challenges that come with fasting.

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Starting a 14-day water only fast today. :raised_hands:t2: :fire:

I just started on Sunday, with an extended fast, too! Let’s do this!

Yay, Mary Joy :sparkling_heart::hugs:!!! So happy to hear from you! How are you feeling? Almost reached day 4?

Hi Nina!
I am on day 4, and in 8.5 hours, I will be officially on day 5. I am not in ketosis yet, which is weird. I am so damn hungry and lots of anger issues coming up, and I am now going to read uplifting material to screw my head on right. I feel impatient to get back to my old weight. Sigh…35 kg. to go…But every process has a beginning and beginnings are always uncomfy, and so patience is required and if needed I will strong-arm myself through the process.
I hope you are doing well.
Bye for now.