Today is day one of a 70 hour fast followed by a 24 day fast. I have done few day fasts in the past before, but have always given up because I have equaled eating too much food as self care. I’m tired of living for food ! Every emotion warrants junk food, every celebration I reward myself with ice cream and meanwhile I am further and further away from my goals of losing weight, moving more , and being healthier. I want to challenge myself to listen to my body, to treat it kindly, and find other activities that I love that don’t center around food. I want to work on my emotions without needing several ice creams to do so. I am just afraid that something emotionally exhausting will happen and I will turn back to food to help me feel better.
CW:151.8
GW:127