Today and yesterday has been an exercise in frustration, both with myself and the world. One thing to learn in life is to be happy with where and who you are. I am happy with neither. Shit happens. Shit’s going to happen whether we like it, or not. God is no respecter of persons, or so it is written. I’m not so sure. What I do know is that God has not asked my opinion regarding how He is doing His job. So, I work, and work, and work some more to be at a place I can sit still for (a place I am moderately happy with). I fail. I fuck up. I fail. I keep showing up. I will keep showing up a week after they plant my then fasted ass in the ground, because I am not giving in ever, period, end of fucking story.
Keep going, MFers. You can, and will, do this.
AHP
Frustration and What to do About it
I believe we create our own reality.
Some might ask “why would I create this mess” and the answers will vary.
The great news is that if you create your own reality then you can change it to your liking.
We are always in a constant state of change.
It only takes a small tweek sometimes to get the pendulum going a different direction.
Make a list of what you don’t like, put a line down the center of the paper, and on the other side put ideas in how to change/solve the issues. If you don’t have solutions for everything right away, just focus on the things that are obvious to change where you are the only one who can control the change. And then research changing the rest.
Also, change of mindset of what is going right is always good. Focus on what you do want. Give energy to what you want.