Alyssa's Progress/Thoughts

Hello everyone! I’ve been part of the Facebook page and have watched videos and read things on the forum for a little while, but I’m now finally starting to participate. I’m so inspired by all of you, and I’m excited to continue to learn and grow as I join with you more.

A little background - I’ve heard about intermittent fasting before, and I fast for religious reasons about once a month for 24 hours. In April I decided I was tired of eating and living the same way so I researched and learned a lot more about IF. I have PCOS and have had a hard time regulating my hormones. In the past, I’ve taken metformin, but my doctor hasn’t prescribed it for me since having kids and I wanted to try to regulate my hormones without medication instead of always relying on it. So, I decided to start alternate day fasting, as I’ve read that helps the most with insulin resistance. I did 16:8 for a week or two to prepare myself, then did ADF after that. I did pretty good with it the first 2 weeks, but then I started feeling like on my eating days I should, and could, eat whatever junk food I wanted, and sometimes would choose to just not fast because I was stressed and wanted to eat. (I should add, my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in May, so it’s been a few tough, emotional months). I’ve been happy when I’ve fasted, but unhappy with my diet still, so now I really want to start focusing on that.

The main reason I started fasting was because I wanted to overcome the food cravings I had and better recognize physical vs. emotional hunger. It turns out most of the time I eat it’s because of emotional hunger! I also wanted to use fasting to regulate my hormones, as I said earlier. As I’ve been fasting and learning more my list of reasons to fast has gotten longer and longer. I’ve struggled with mental health most of my life, and I know that cutting out sugar, processed foods, etc. will help me feel better, so I want to use extended fasts to kind of jump start and motivate myself to reset my diet. Really, I’m going to use the month of July as a fasting month to reset quite a bit in my life. I’ve done quite a few 36+ hour fasts in the last few months, my longest fast was 64 hours. I want to do longer fasts.

My plan is to do a 72 hour fast this week (started 6/29 at 6:30 pm, will end 7/2 in the evening or 7/3 in the morning). My husband’s family will all be in town for the 4th of July so we’ll celebrate with them, then I want to fast for most of the month. I’m debating between doing a 21 day fast 7/6-7/26 or doing a 5 day fast, refeed for 2 days, 7 day fast, refeed for 3 days, and finish with a 10 day fast. I have the rest of this week to decide, so I’ll keep this journal updated.

Sorry this is so long! If you read it, thank you!

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Awesome. You can do it!

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Day 1
weight: 200.2 lbs

I really love the way @immkoro updates three times a day, so I’m going to copy her.

MORNING
I woke up feeling pretty exhausted. Fasting hasn’t been too difficult. I mostly just sat around and read other people’s daily journals, then taught a piano lesson. Drank some water.

AFTERNOON
This has turned out to be a crazy stressful, overwhelming afternoon. I ended up only fasting for 20 hours and broke my fast to eat dinner with my family so we could have a calm nice moment together. I’m a little sad about breaking my fast, but I will continue to fast tomorrow.

EVENING
I drank some water and spent time with my family, then had some nice quiet time to relax and visualize/set goals for tomorrow. I’m taking my kids on a trip to see my family, so I’ll have about five hours in the car. Normally I would get a big soda and some snacks to help me stay awake, but tomorrow I’m going to just have water and listen to a good book.

This day didn’t turn out how I planned, but I can try again tomorrow.

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Hi dear Alyssa,

Thank you so much for your compliments.

I decided to write like that because it’s my personal diary first of all, so I just wanted to remember how things were.

Another thing is that the feelings were always different and were fluctuating from morning to evening and it would be logical to record the differences.

I’m happy that you find that useful as well.

Good luck on your journey! It’s incredible!

Regards,

Inna

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Hi Alyssa,

I am sort related to what you described.

I’m perimenopausal, so my hormones are all over the place. I was also prescribed so many God knows crap, you name it… In 2017, my 22 year old daughter was struck and critically injured by a pickup truck. She was put together after more than 15 surgeries, including facial reconstruction, hip and knee replacement, all the upper teeth dentures, bone graft surgeries… the hardest part is still her brain injury. She is not a successful 2nd year university student any longer…

After that, I was suppressing my grief, fear, every day pain with food. Just shoving into my mouth until I was numb.

One day, I just watched @Yasemin through her Google feed. That was it. I needed to resurrect myself for my daughter and my 14year old son.

It’s been just less than a month since I feel finally myself.

21 days went by and I discovered new me, hiding behind the huge layer of fat… it’s truly amazing!

For you, I would suggest not to hesitate at all, just jump into it.

Take folic acid and supplements and you will see your life transformed!

Good luck!

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Day 2
weight: 200.6 lbs

MORNING
I didn’t sleep well last night and woke up really anxious about what needs to happen today. I’m excited to fast today. I’m sad I ate yesterday, but I’m proud of myself for still updating this journal. Normally I would feel like a failure and delete everything I’ve written and pretend it never happened. But I’m trying to recognize that I can still keep going even if I’m not perfect.

AFTERNOON
I drive 6 hours with a 3 year old, a 2 year old, and a dog, and just drank water. Fasting has really helped me see how unnecessary it is must of the time to eat what I normally would.

EVENING
I went to a tea party bridal shower for a cousin and ate some of the food there. Since I decided to come visit family I’m planning on just eating OMAD this week and start an extended day of some sort next week. I mostly ate fruits and vegetables, with a couple little treats. It was shocking how sweet the desserts tasted.

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Good job. I’ve seen too many go into an emotional tailspin when they “fail”. Instead think of it as a “lesson” which you have done.

I’ve been on this lifestyle since August 9 of last year. Of 328 days since then, I have fasted in one form or another for 297 days with 31 days of scheduled and non-scheduled no fast days. That’s a success rate of 91%, I always take heart in this famous Michael Jordan Nike commercial:

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This month has not gone as I’d hoped. But I still fasted a good amount. I’ve been mostly doing 16 hour fasts, and now for the rest of the month plan to do a few more 48 hour fasts. I’m currently about 22 hours into a fast and feeling pretty good. I fed my kids some cereal for breakfast this morning and really wanted to eat with them, but I reminded myself that it wouldn’t help my in the long term and I didn’t give in to the cravings.

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