Hello!
Just here to keep myself accountable and look for accountability buddies as well! Will be posting everyday.
I’m using the Fasting Tracker app and will go until March 22 (It’s February 15). My goal is to lose 40lbs. I’ve done extended water fasting before (but only for 3-5 days).
Intro
Hi I am Cienna and I have a pretty severe food addiction. I like to eat all the time, and can’t tell the difference between head and actual hunger. Only time I can break my addiction seems to be during a fast. My issue then however is ignoring the actual hunger of the first 3 days and keeping it pushing.
Why
I am doing this because summer is coming up and I want to feel confident in my body. I love being active, I love swimming and running and dancing and biking and hiking and etc etc, but doing it all in an obese body is really tough. I’m (usually) pretty good at maintaining once I get to a certain weight (my highest was 255 at 5’5 as a slightly younger teen than I am now, I’m now 200 through low carb + 3 day fasts), its getting to that weight that’s always been tough.
Long Term and Short Term Goals:
Long term goals is to be 120lbs eventually.
Short term goals right now are to get 155-165lb range. I just want to feel comfortable in my body again.
** What is your game plan?**
I did keto + 3 day fasts to get from 255 to 180 (-75 pounds) over the course of 6 months, but gained back 20lbs from getting severely off track. Now I plan to fast until I get to 160, which I think should take me about 35 days since I’m starting from a higher weight.
How do I feel right now?
I feel anxious about resisting temptations and staying on track. I’m excited to not have to think about food and binge every night and wake up feeling bloated and miserable. Honestly I can’t wait to get past the first 5 days and get tot he point where I’m no longer hungry!
How will I feel once I achieve my goal?
I think it would feel amazing to set my heart to something and actually have achieved it. I would be 95 pounds down from my highest weight in just a year and a half. I would honestly just feel extremely proud of myself. I’m really excited to get there!